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| Miles away |
| Monday March 10, 2003 |
Could it be that i love thee?
Miles away but it doesnt seem
that far
cant get tehre by foot
but maybe in my car.
when were talkin to eachother
my heart does start to flutter
and i cant imagin where id be
if you never talked to me
theres just something in
your tone that makes me
feel like im a queen
on my throne
you pick me up when im feelin
blue and thats just one
of the things that i love
about you.
when the day comes that we meet face to face i swear that i will keep you safe from all evil in
this nasty world and maybe just maybe you will say that im your girl.
**MEL** | |
~ENOUGH~
By Ashleigh
Up and Down
Round and round
My life moves like flames
I'm definetly not playing a game
I'm not capable of making the right choices
In my head theres tons of voices
My favorite is the one telling me not to care
But that choice my family can not bare
All i do is whatever i want
Drinkin bacardi, smoken a blunt
My friends are all getting locked away
But for me theres gotta be a different way
My loved ones want me to give up my life an
I just say ur triflen
This shit is way too hard
I wish my life was on a different card
I dont think i can take it much longer
Everyone says someday ill be stronger
There was a day when i believed them
But ive obviously broken my hope stem
I really dont no what to do
I feel like giving up and shouting boo hoo
They say all i ever do is lie
But really inside all i do is cry
I wish someone would understand
That my life is damned
Somedays i wish i would die
Others i feel as if though i can fly
Then there are the days that all i do is talk
And drive everyone around me up a bean stalk
The nexy day all i do is eat
But now i am feeling beat
I dont no how to let this out
But im having tons of doubt
I no befor i was so sure
But i feel as if there is no cure
So now,im sorry, but im giving up
I can deal with no more, ive had ENOUGH
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| Never the same again |
| Monday March 10, 2003 |
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You hurt me more then you'll
ever know and all i did
was love you so
i knew that we could
never be but at least
then you were nice to me
now all you do is taunt me
about how i rabmle on about
soemone else..
what do you want me
to do say i still love you?
well its not going to happen
casue i have moved on
but the pain you left
will still burn me
maybe into eternity.
**MEL***
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How i long for the day
that you look at me
the way you I look
at you.
The warmth of your embrace
and your had would brush my face
im melting...
but forever scilent i shall stay
for you are with her
and i am forever in
the shadows watching.
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They come in and out of you're
life from one week to the next
trying to figure out how to
use you the best
they say how much they care
but when you're ineed
there never there
alone again night to
night and all i can
do is sit and fight
the tears from
pooring down
my face.
Took a step toward the ledge
and wanted to leap into the air
let myself fall into the water
sink slowly to the bottom
allow my lungs to fill and
burst...
But what stoped me was
the thought seeing tears
pour down your face as
you looked into empty
space and wished i was
there to hold you..
so i backed away and
returned to my life.
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